Roman

 As we step into 2025, I can’t help but reflect on the struggles and challenges I faced in 2024. It was a year full of hidden tears, moments of doubt, and a constant battle to keep up appearances. I often cried alone at night, masking my emotions behind a smile during the day, pretending everything was fine. It was exhausting, trying to hold it all together while feeling like I was falling apart inside. But as I turn the page to a new year, I realize something important: it’s okay to not be okay. It’s okay to feel lost and uncertain at times. What matters now is what I choose to do moving forward. And that’s where 2025 comes in—a year filled with new possibilities and hope. This year, I want to focus on me. I want to travel, explore new places, and experience things I’ve always dreamed of. I want to step outside of my comfort zone, find joy in the little things, and pursue the passions I’ve put on hold for too long. But most importantly, I want to learn how to love myself again, fu...

  This year’s Christmas vacation was quiet and simple. I stayed home for the entire break because it felt too short to plan anything special. It made me realize how different Christmas feels now compared to when I was a kid. Back then, everything felt so magical—opening gifts, playing with family, and soaking in all the festive decorations. Now, it seems more like just another day, and the excitement isn’t quite the same anymore. Most of my time was spent resting, but Christmas Eve and New Year’s Eve had a little extra charm, thanks to the food. I indulged in my favorite holiday treats like graham desserts, baked macaroni, and macaroni salad. While I didn’t go out or celebrate in any big way, these simple dishes brought a bit of festive cheer into my quiet nights. It wasn’t anything extravagant, but it reminded me of the joy I used to feel during the holidays. Although this Christmas wasn’t as exciting as I remember from my childhood, it gave me a chance to rest and recharge. I mis...